When you were here before Couldn t look you in the eye You re just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You re so fucking special But I m a creep I m a weirdo What the hell am I doing here I don t belong here I don t care if it hurts I want to have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice when I m not around You re so fucking special I wish I was special But I m a creep I m a weirdo What the hell I m doing here I don t belong here She s running out the door She s running out She runs runs runs runs Runs Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You re so very special I wish I was special But I m a creep a I m weirdo What the hell am I doing here I don t belong here I don t belong here