Kristy Kruger-Little Pollyanna I wish I could find something to make me feel better a drug or a drink something that would make me think its all ok maybe it could fill me or give me a ride of something that I haven't tried no I don't care if it shows anymore I don't really know what I should smile for too late for me I've made up my mind and I don't wanna see no sunshine don't wanna go outside why should I the sun is a cover up the sun is a lie if you could look into it you'd see straight through it a happy disguise smiling while it burns your eyes no I don't care if it shows anymore I don't really know what I should take it for too late for me I've made up my mind and I don't wanna see no sunshine oh its an unreal world you bet your dirty dollar No ones gonna hear you if you holler if I could sleep at all I'd sleep for days or months years sleep my life away no I don't care if it shows anymore I don't really know what I should smile for too late for me I've made up my mind and I don't wanna see no sunshine do do doo da ba da ba doo daa ei ei do do do ba do yeah do do doo da ba da ba doo daa