lets take it back
back to the days where
not a thing would matter
not a care within the world,
wasnt really thinkin bout her
but my eyes are feelin heavy
like the weight thats on my chest
cuz lately i been feelin empty
but u should know that best
theres a void within my chest,
but my mind full
next time i wanna get attached,
ill be mindful
instead of walkin on a tightrope
with a blindfold
and expecting not to fall into this
everlasting cycle
i swear this is deja vu
bc i know i wrote at least a
hundred songs just about you
i know i probably shouldnt want you
but you help me take my mind off
all the things that i been through
stuck reminiscing bout the times that we had
(thinking about the times that i made you laugh)
stuck reminiscing bout the times that we shared
(every time i close my eyes i see you there)
every time i hear your voice it gives me butterflies
always feeling anxious every time i see your name online
i tell myself these lies
i hope that u don't hear
this song i wrote about you bc i wish that u were here
lying wide awake i wonder why i feel this way
this empty void grows colder almost every single
i'm looking at these 4 white walls
like do i mean a thing to you at all?
take away my ability to feel
because i'd rather numb my senses
than feeling something that ain't real
every night my heart is sinking
or maybe i'm just overthinking
i'm not so sure
maybe im just wasting all my time
because every time we cease communication
i feel so confined
every night i think of you,
wonder if you feel the same way that i do?
every night i think of you,
wonder if you feel the same way that i do?