Vicious cycle of psycho Naked pics on my iPhone Spread the drugs on the table Love the fact that I hate you Pass a week 'till I'm passing out Face is blue while I'm blacking out Russian shots am I rushing now? Sad as **** now I'm happy Dance through my home like shelrock **** me blindfold like Birdbox Trash bag my clothes got thrown out Got bags under my third eye All this because I'm numb I sit all on your tongue I can't stop getting drunk Woke up like what the **** Drugs, I just wanna have fun I don't care that you gone Party until the sun Because I love drugs Feelin' too lit to cry You don't want me that's fine Not gonna waste my high Because I love drugs Not gonna waste my high I love drugs You don't want me that's fine I love drugs Feelin' too lit to cry I love drugs Feelin' too lit to cry I love drugs Head is spinnin' Dread the feeling Outside inside Dead forgive me Lost the money Thoughts are running No self-love My style [?] It's easy to get ****ed up It's crazy that I love you I'm married to all my vices It scares me to be self righteous Must feel like [?] My trauma poured in one cup My momma know I'm ****ed up All my problems are hand made Self cut gimme bandaids I can't stop getting drunk Woke up like what the ****? Drugs, I just wanna have fun I don't care that you gone Party until the sun Because I love drugs Feelin' too lit to cry You don't want me that's fine Not gonna waste my high Because I love drugs Not gonna waste my high I love drugs You don't want me that's fine I love drugs Feelin' too lit to cry I love drugs Feelin' too lit to cry I love drugs